Your Reasons to Regret - Gurlz

Your Reasons to Regret

You plan to tell him of your love, you'll tell him that and more,

It has always been like this, again over and before.

This truth which you have stumbled on, says the sun it sets now in the east,

For it says that nothing seems to matter more than the one who cares for you the least.

The one who you care for, couldn't care less about you here,

now is the time in which you know, your heart, its end is near.

And the things you always said were less, the things he never said were more.

These things you said and meant so much, now rot within' your core.

You promise you'd forget him, yet your promise you will break,

You'll never keep these promises, not one which you shall make.

The times of day you'll waste away, this I'm sure you'll find,

you'll waste away with thoughts of him, within your twisted mind.

They tell you to forget, they tell you to move on,

They tell you what is right, but all you'll do is wrong.

And you think of him each waking hour, his name is in your breath,

Now you're going to think of him each hour before your death.

He lingers in your sentences, yet he's never in your arms,

You'll forever be a slave to him, a slave to all his charms.

If not awake you dream of him, in dreams beside you is he,

if this is what forgetting is then forgotten he shall be!

Now you know the truth which in front of you is plain.

Now you've come to realize that your passions are in vain.

He never was serious about all those things she said,

these things that keep you up each time, each time you lay in bed.

Never again will your nights be sound, nor your days be good,

for in the middle of your now cold heart, stay thoughts of what you “could”.

All those things you could have given, and all those things he took,

all the things you could have had, now dangle by a hook.

Regrets are all that remain, within your tortured soul,

regrets of all those painful times, those times as black as coal.

Your cries are all unanswered, the heavens so unkind,

in tears in ev'ry waking hour, your eyes so weak and blind.

Loneliness is your only companion, oh how hopeless you now seem,

For now the only time you smile, is when of him you dream.

-Dr.Drow, The Midnight Syndicate

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